Category Archives: The story

diagnosis: ate muffin wrapper + 1.5cm

Posted on September 22, 2012 by meaghancc

another week has passed, as i settle into a rhythm with treatment, side effects, walking, working, remembering to rinse my mouth 7 times a day, guided imagery, trying to have a super healthy immune-building diet, acupuncture, and being thankful for all … Continue reading →

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things were less hairy today…

Posted on September 16, 2012 by meaghancc

i mean, i knew ya’ll were amazing, but wow.  sharing that i was having a tough day brought alive–even more, if that was possible–your compassion and care. thank you so much.  i really do believe and feel that you’re part of … Continue reading →

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have you ever wandered lonely through the woods…

Posted on September 15, 2012 by meaghancc

as the adrenaline of the last month wears off—and i’m fairly certain that is precisely what i was  living on—i’m starting to endure the stages of grief.  i tricked myself into thinking i had successfully levitated above this process and gone … Continue reading →

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a case of the mondays…

Posted on September 10, 2012 by meaghancc

our weekend was fairly uneventful. if it were a book, chapter titles might include: feeling glamorous while showering in glad press-n-seal circa 1987: sending your husband to the corner drugstore to purchase maxi-pads because everything else is too toxic for … Continue reading →

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sweet 16 in suite 16 + auto immune response

Posted on September 7, 2012 by meaghancc

yesterday was a big 11-hour day at the hospital, with the icing on the cake being ~4 hours of chemo infusion in a private suite, or suite 16 for my sweet 16, as i count down my 16 chemo treatments. … Continue reading →

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pet/ct…comin’ in hot

Posted on September 4, 2012 by meaghancc

a quick update for everyone who has been sending warm thoughts all day. my pet/ct came back and there are no metastasis. that’s very good news. i have activity in three lymph nodes unfortunately. i will need to somehow squeeze … Continue reading →

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i am not infallible

Posted on September 3, 2012 by meaghancc

another week down, another week starting. happy labor day to everyone, both south and north of the (canadian) border. the whole avocado-knife in hand thing was stupidly upsetting. stupidly because it got into my head. people cut themselves in kitchens all the time. i’ve … Continue reading →

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Dreams + staying involved

Posted on August 29, 2012 by meaghancc

I had a dream and it woke me up early this morning. I was sitting in a room without windows but there were somehow shadows.  The shadows were getting longer.  And then I woke up. Analogies have been percolating for me all … Continue reading →

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37 eggs and counting.

Posted on August 26, 2012 by meaghancc

I’m sitting here on a quiet Sunday morning.  The house is mostly still asleep, except for my mom and our new kitten (be forewarned:  cutest cancer card kitten ever!!!).  It’s been a long week and today is the first day we could all … Continue reading →

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happy news and making sense of it all.

Posted on August 18, 2012 by meaghancc

this whole cancer business can be exhausting. exhausting to think about this parasite that’s living on my otherwise healthy body, to juggle doctors and conflicting information, to know i’m no longer fully in control of my life, to have my … Continue reading →

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