Category Archives: The story

third trimester.

here we are. the first day of the third trimester. one step closer to a new chapter of our lives. but i should probably back up a bit – we are having a baby…! in between living through a pandemic … Continue reading

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the passage of time

i recently read an article written by a parent whose child was killed in Sandyhook. in it, she said something so profound: “somewhere on the continuum between overwhelmed and overcoming—that is where a griever lives at all times.”  today marks … Continue reading

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today, i cracked.

you may have heard of the centuries-old japanese art of pottery repair, kintsugi. if a piece of pottery cracks, the craftsmen repairs it with gold, highlighting the fractures and seams. it produces these curiously stunning, imperfectly perfect objects.  today, i … Continue reading

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you are the sky, not the weather

it’s been windy in the bay area this week. and i don’t mean a gentle breeze. it’s more of a blow-you-over freight train. as we’re in the middle of a renovation, the plastic covering our mostly-roofless house whips around, waking … Continue reading

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a blessing and a curse

it is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply. -david jones i’ve been quiet on the blog, ignoring my writing for the recent months. mostly because what i have going on feels small. it feels … Continue reading

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24 hours of selves

i recently learned how to describe that we are not a static person. think about it.  in any given 24 hours, you are not 1 person. you are 24 different people. or more. or, at least, i am.  happy, sad, friendly, supportive, … Continue reading

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returning…

last weekend, i went on a retreat in magical ojai called, “writing and the body.” i didn’t know what i was signing up for, really. it was a christmas gift to myself, booked back in 2015 and forgotten about. i … Continue reading

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keeping vigil at the bedside.

“keeping vigil at the bedside” is a phrase that’s been rolling around in my head for awhile now. at what point is something major behind you, even when it feels ever-presently beside you? when do you move on, devoting your … Continue reading

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one good day, then two good days, then an ok day.

that’s how healing goes. i’m always reminded of the double meaning of “patient.” i’m a patient, who must be patient. but there is really only so much patience a person can have.  the good news is in though:  my pathology … Continue reading

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the sounds of healing

softly, kettle whistling book pages flipping TV humming cat purring pills dropping loudly, bandages ripping arteries pulsing drain emptying breast throbbing thoughts screaming i wrote this last week when i had an infection scare. all is clear so far though, but … Continue reading

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