Monthly Archives: March 2021

soft dawn

I come to, lightly awake in the soft dawn, in between. The thin membrane starting to disintegrate between the sweat on my body and the dream in which I saw my dad, my grandma meeting our daughter. I want to … Continue reading

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memory

My eyes are strained, dry, with heavy lids. My neck taught, the tendons around my clavicles wound up like thread on a spool. Jaw clenched in its slight over and cross bite, a feat of human evolution. I know through … Continue reading

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between

This virus is something that exists right now. Has always existed really, in a bird, a feathered or scaled creature. Replicating, evolving, coming up with ever-more-creative ways to simply exist. It has seen many sunrises and sunsets, ocean basins and … Continue reading

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mothering a daughter

I will be mothering a daughter. I thought that knowledge would bring me relief, the familiarity, the navigating what it means to be someone who identifies as a woman, having gone through the same steps on the ladder to becoming. … Continue reading

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I think about this moment.

We have always been part of nature, one being in an ecosystem of other beings who are breathing, living through cold stunning events, each trying for a good chance of survival. My ancestor’s homes used to be more closely tied … Continue reading

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noticing

I don’t know when I started noticing. Was it always there, with me? Or did it creep in slowly like the finger of fog on the Bay until it just was? Parenting the sensitive child. My mom probably wishes she … Continue reading

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