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Sing aloud my grief

How many things do I bury without even a song, rather, instead, moving forward, moving away, moving on, moving? A glimmer of hope, passed. A bubble-gum-pink camellia blossom, overflowing onto itself, taken down to the ground by the weight of … Continue reading

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Nom nom

“Mmmmmmmmmmm nom nom” is the sound she makes, intonating up and down, crescendoing as she exhales. She perches in her orange high chair at mealtime. Her hands are stretched towards the ceiling, twisting at the wrist in circles and her … Continue reading

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Bulbancha

The shared word for a shared place. Where the Mississippi river meets the Atchafalaya river meets the Gulf. Estuaries filled with shrimp and speckled trout, egret and osprey, cypress swamps, oyster reefs. Where people and tongues and cultures and inflections … Continue reading

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I cried today

I cried today. I remember the point after which my dad died, maybe it was four months, perhaps five, where I didn’t cry every day. Maybe it was some indicator of a new stage of grief. Or maybe it was … Continue reading

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What is this land if not always changing?

What is this land if not always changing? The arid grass and live oak landscape, co-evolved with the rise and fall of the oceans. Expansion and contraction of the earth itself, as each turn causes an inhale and an exhale. … Continue reading

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Can you imagine

Can you imagine What it is To be wrapped in silk Its soft, indulgent embrace Undemanding in its inquiry, its invitation, Its holding. Just to be held The silk spinning around you Over and over again. Once, twice, 100 times, … Continue reading

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What would I gain?

I sit flipping through the photo albums and the snapshots in my brain, thinking of this city, town, hamlet, blink-and-you-miss-it place that I’ve loved. There are so many places to love and that many more reasons to love them. The … Continue reading

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A million and one ways to die

There are a million and one ways to die. Protests against a fanatical interpretation of a religion, suspension bridge collapses, stampedes, a virus. Those were just today’s headlines. There are a million and one ways to die. To die even … Continue reading

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Sound of the summer

The sound of the summer. Loudest underneath the shade of the large oak trees in the backyard, even in the still of an afternoon. No birds or butterflies passing by. The sun at its peak, sky so bright it’s white. … Continue reading

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The deep freeze

There are a few things that come to mind when I think of growing up in the Midwest. Cicadas and corn in the summer. Pumpkin patches and apple picking in the fall, half the class being absent on the first … Continue reading

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